Received an SMS from O today. 2 actually. First one frightened, the second one saddened.
I tried to do damage limitation but somehow made it worse (some people just do not have sufficient composure to make it in the legal industry).
After working for the last 3 years, I'm still such a newbie when it comes to office politics. I'm still impulsive, I still do not strategise well, I still do not learn to keep my big mouth shut..
This is like when O scolded me when I messed up a work for the first time with O.. I feel bad not because I messed up the work, but because I let O down.
I sit here at my com, Katherine Jenkins in the background, afraid to go to sleep. For fear that when I wake up, the shit has shifted nearer to the fan.
Time to hit the shower and then perhaps hit the bottle a little. Nothing a little old school West Wing + Whisky combination will not cure.
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