Dreamt of you again last night sweet heart..
I can't remember what the dream was about but I don't recall it being a good one..
A year and a half on, I still miss you so much you silly girl. Maybe I am just tired from the long hours over the last week but thinking back now to your last few days/months with us, I feel like I have let you down. I am sorry we had to let you got this way. I wished you had lived on longer and passed away quietly in your sleep some day. And as much as I can tell myself we treated you well and you led a good life, I still miss you so so dearly, Melou.
I hope you're happy in heaven and may our paths cross once more my sweet one. Thank you for being such a big part of my life. I'll love you forever and ever.
